to kill an angel.

Monday, November 07, 2005


heyya. me again, as usual.
I slept over at maxy's place yesterday. it was fun!! we talked to chris [aka glorfi aka knife maker] on msn, and found that he's actually superb at doing voice impressions. Really. He sent us a few- in his Gollum voice and in his Kronk voice- y'know Kronk from The Emperor's New Groove? *laughs* It was totally entertaining- and I burnt his voice recordings onto a CD, just so I can listen to 'em when I'm in a sour mood and hopefully cheer up.
I also talked to a certain somebody...I'm only trying to help him, but he doesn't see it that way. He refutes all my debates with the most irrelevant answers, and he throws in the bragging as well. I mean, I like him as a friend, and I'm just trying to help him find the light. Okay, so maybe only God can totally do that. But I can always do my part, right? And I stayed up til 2am talking to that guy, and all for nothing. His arguments don't even make any sense. Fine then. If he thinks burning in hell for eternity is cool...I really can't do anything to change his mindset. I feel like everything I do for him is all in vain- like he just pushes me away. And the bragging! *shudders* I can't stand it, I really can't. He's generally a nice guy, and he has so much potential- but he's just wasting it away on things treading dangerously close to Satanism and the occult! And what got me riled the most was that he blasphemed against the Bible. I got so mad, and if I had been talking to him in rl then, I so would have given him a socking he would never forget.

*sighs* But enough about him. As for me? I'm at the LAN gaming centre now. Maxy, Jae and Ting are playing DDR in the arcade, but I see no sense in that game, so I ended up here. It's pretty noisy here, what with people playing CS2 and all...but I don't mind. At least I get to go on the comp. *grins* Although unfortunately, nobody's really on AU. It always happens; everytime I spend money and come to a LAN centre, no-one's on AU. Just my luck, aye? *shrugs*
And I haven't seen him for quite a while. I really hope he isn't another Thaydin. Oh well. I guess my thoughts on this matter belong more in my diary than on a blog, so yeah.

I may blog back later. This comp can only open 1 internet window at a time, so I'm painstakingly hopping from site to site. Oh, and the rp on Hidden Realms is getting really cool. We're currently being attacked by some hideous beast...and one of the members of our company is falling for my character. *sighs* Typical. Ah well. They're all really nice, and I really should be going as well. Namarie!

8:47 PM

only me.

Cara. Tanaquil. Cierryne. Tanana.
Loves: Fantasy. Role-playing.

peace cannot be silenced by fear.

don't try to fix me
i'm not broken

and she's not wonder woman.

this is for the mothers who lost a child
this is for the gypsies who lost a home
this is for the lovers who lost each other
this is for everyone who has lost anything before.

escapes.





*Scream It out.